Reminiscence~

after a talk with siti, i feel so much better now.
i almost feel like breaking down and cry today.
in the morning, after i woke up. feeling emo and sad.
so when i reach home, was not exactly in the happy mood.
kind of moody. but at least at that point of time i know i have siti and pp.
thanks babes~
so ya, today quite alot of thing happen. or maybe what i heard and saw.
some are not meant to be said it out here. anyway.
ok, i am still hestiating whether should i write it.
but at least, i try to take the initiative and say a hello.
after such freaking long period of non-communicating.
i finally say it out. i know i still can stop the awkardness.
but it will be fine in times to come.

i never knew myself to fall so deep.
i never knew myself to take this r.
i never knew myself to ..................

anyway, i just hope i will be back to the old ym.
and i know its hard. but i will try.
for now, i am contented with my life i guess.
i have a bunch of "cool" and good friends : siti,pp,shushu,angel,ling,fb,mao,gurlaine,shuyee, ray,howen,junhong,dale. alot alot more. thanks alot! (:

maybe its because i cant bear it to. but knowing it would not happen again .