Reminiscence~

reminiscence~

at this point of time in life. i am still thinking. still dreaming.
i told myself to stop. but its hard. i just do not know why.
oh god, can you help me? i just want to stay strong and be happy.
no one know how exactly i feel now. terrible.
dreaming of those dream everynight.
what sign could it be? if it was the past it would definitely be sweet.
but for now, i hope to remain it as sweet. but it seems nightmare to me.