mixed.restriction

having holiday may seems to be good.
no stress over study and school stuff.
but life has been down lately.
due to alot of continous problem. or maybe its not a problem, its just a thought.
sometimes when alone, you will start to imagine things, or think of the past. reminiscence
another things which make me feel down, was the continous nagging of my parents? i guess so.
i'm getting tired or alot of things.

ling stay over at my house yesterday.
i think past 1+am ytd, i got a call. and i know who that person is.
guess that person is with his friends and playing a fool.
oh well, guess that person got nothing better to do, to call ppl in the middle of the night and talk stupid things. drop this topic.
woke up quite late today, ard 10+, watch the tv and i have my piano lesson today again.
today piano lesson was quite alright. i just manage to play the 2nd piece once, and everything seems good. but, my scales totally sucks.

mood is playing around with me.
making me feeling ups and downs.
reason for me to hold one and stay on, nothing much i guess.
finding the reason to keep myself in place. ):