Reminiscence~

18/9/2008
didnt get to sleep well ytd night. due to the gastric pain again.
and i got to wake up early today. went to guang ming san because today was to move grandpa "gu hui" to tian jue.
today was also grandpa birthday. he has gone for 3 years + already.
back to the place where he is cremate. sudden thoughts of him.
stopping the tears to flow down.
once again saw his skelton and ashes.
after that we went to tian jue. and place his ashes. and have lunch there.

met up with garbiel, cuthbert and yizhong at raffles for the chalet meeting.
we have our meeting until 3+ and went to walk around. waited for ling to come and meet me.
so, after i met ling, met up with yizuo. oh and when we are eating saw youren biaoge and qiuling.

this few days, didnt really get a good sleep. also have alot of thoughts.
which make me super emo. sometimes i just emo without any reason.
foolish thought. sometimes just tired of my life.
the night before i was still having some fooolish thought.
have your every ponder. what will you do if tml if the last day that you will live. what if you die tml ? i do not know what to reply to all this answer. and start emo again.

feeling down ):
sometimes things just do not go well.