Tuesday, February 24, 2009

disappointed with myself.

i wanted to play it well. i just want to play the songs that i like most.
but reality shows, without cert. its like nothing.
i don't want to disappoint my parents too.
they have provide me with so much things.
adding on to my piano. the expenses they spend on me is real high.
i feel damn fcuking guilty and bad.
I WANT TO PLAY WELL FOR THE EXAM!
but, i am scare and nervous.
play wrongly, the notes, the speed. fcuk.

god bless me. i just want to pass. at least a pass.
i hope i can get at least a grade 8 cert by 2010. hai.