i totally feel like slapping myself today when having my piano lesson!
i am so freaking upset with myself. i wanted to play it well.but all i need is concentration.
i played the whole piece kind of well. but i get distracted easily.
recently, alot of things came into my mind. all those thought is still there.
how i wish all the thoughts will stop. anyway, after my piano, i went home and slept freaking long. have class at night. watch MAX PAYNE at night. midnight show. what a show. but nvm. its been long since the whole gang went out tgt.
actually as long a word from you.i will feel so much better. even a hey will do. but i am glad, at least abit. when you say cheerup.it kind of make my day.but it also make me think again for the whole night.
.sunday.
so i reach home like 2+ yesterday. should be sleeping.but i still continue to surf the net and look at picture that kailun gave it to me .thanks kailun, gave me the video and picture of the camp that time. went to th for class. reach home have meeting. jialat. alot of things to touch up too.
p.s: thanks to those who talk to me. asking if i am fine. peeps. i am feeling much better. just a down period. but i hope i will go back to the usual ym who jokes around more. maybe, when i am alone, i will feel more emo and sad. but still. thanks. love you peeps!
