Reminiscence~

because, no one will ever get why i wanted to do it.
there may be a reason that fall behind it.
but it's unexplainable.
the more you continue, the more i'm unable to take it.
you use to understand me the best. but things changes.
now i'm scare. i'm really scare.
i don't know since when. but sometimes the feeling is coming back. ):

is that even me? or am i back to the usual me?
that i can't control my emotion?