Give yourself some time to think through what you have done for this whole year.
What is it that you have achieve.
What is it that you have learn.
What is it that you need to change.
What is it that you did not put in your effort.
What is it that you want it to be better.
What is it that you told yourself but yet you did not do it.

Ask yourself.
What is life to you.
What kind of life do you want to lead.

Recently, wisdom of word by friend is flashing through my mind.
"it doesn't matter how many friends you have in your life, but it only matter who will be there when you need them"
"24 hours a day, have you done something meaningful and progressive or just wasting the time of your life off"
"life maybe full of ups and downs, but it's the downs who let us realise that we should treasure the ups and learn from the downs"
"don't let it affect you, but try to ignore and move on"

when there is 2 path infront of you.
which path will you take.
where will the path lead you to?
is the path exactly what you want?

at this moment, i should be having fun and not care about exam anymore.
unofficially, exam ends today. but there is still calculus paper.
which i think i will screw it up. just that, i don't want to give up at the very moment. ohwell, guess i will mug hard tmr before the paper start.
guess i will just read through it tmr.

as for now, i need to sleeepppppp! (:

this song is nice.(:
for now, i shall get back to my studies.
shall update soon.(:

ps. i'm feeling better already. guess the cause of being so emo for the last 2 post was mainly due to lack of sleep, overstress and not feeling well. lol!

i'm fucking not feeling okay now.
both mentally and physically
FUCK!

i don't know where i find the courage to open the history and read it.
as i continue reading. i almost .......
when everything was just fine, but in fact, it's changing every minutes, every second

suddenly feels i'm back to the year. but, in actual fact, it's different now.
the past is already the history. as for the current, i just wish that things will remain as it is now. fuck. i'm just not being myself today.

please get back to the track and not make another mistake or u-turn.
if possible......