a very screw up feeling.
partly due to school work.
have been thinking lately, what wil happen after poly.
or maybe, after taking up so many post and responsibility this year.
will i be able to take it. what will my life be ?
things was not well until monday where we celebrate shushu birthday.
i guess it's been long since we have a gathering or maybe everyone sit down and talk and crap all this.
its been long since there is movie dates, shopping dates.
i guess, i am so use to being there with them having fun,
only to realise that, now everyone is at different stopover,
everyone is busy with their own life. until at a point of time, we all seldom meet and go out.
althought we still meet up and see each other in school, but its just wierd.
maybe thats was why i am feeling empty. or maybe "lonely"
the drifting apart and all.
maybe not just only to them but to all my friends.
it's been long since i went out with the bonders.
the clique, just seems wierd sometimes.
the drifting apart which make me empty and emo
