CHANGE!

after a talk yesterday with bestie! i am feeling so much better. thanks bestie! you know who you are. heehee.

anyway. for this whole week except for today. i am feeling so sad and emo.
i do not want to lie. and yes the reason is that person. but now. i am getting over it. i guess.
what kq said was true. if me and siti was to feel sad and emo. it affects him as well. so...
i should carry on with my life and be a happy person. i do not want my friend to feel sian and sad too. therefore i need a change.

so the first step to a change. to stay happy everyday. i guess i am trying hard already and i can do it. also. i think the really best thing that i did is. i took the initiative to really talk .
i do not want it to feel awkard. but i guess that person is the one avoiding. so. let's take time.
just be friend ya ! (: so. i am glad today that i did something good i guess.