Reminiscence~

i know my attitude sucks. its not i do not want to help. but its like ............
argh. freak it.
just because i am a girl.
so many restrain. i am already 19! at least give me the freedom i want. at least a bit.
i did help up at home. it not like i totally don do a shit.
so what if my bank account really decrease. all those are the money i earn myself. and mostly who i spent it on. fcuk it la.
at least spare a thought for me. given my age, at least...........
freak freak freak ! i donno how to continue already.
at least try to understand me can? and care about me.
i admit, to ppl outside i am more understand and more patience. but i just donno how to change it.
fine. its my fault. i should change.but i need TIME!
crying my heart out. will your ever know? at least try to understand me can?